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[16 Mar 2005|03:31am] |
A FRICKIN YEAR AND A DAY SINCE THE LAST TIME I POSTED!!!!
CRAZY SHIT! well i have myspace now and its cooler..so ya.
i dunno what to write..o well...buh bye! (too much has gone on in a year to write it down)
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[15 Mar 2004|07:06pm] |
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found out a friend has cancer...wish i could find a cure :o( .........weekend was fun....fri-mall w/mina, roys jacuzzi, in 'n out(ate it at roys spot up in mountains w/ a view), roys again to watch movies, went home but was locked out of my house so i had to sleep at a friends. sat- work from 9 to 5, evans house, dannys house w/amber and areana, hooka bar, clints house w/clint, his girl and kevin T. (old friends), found out my friend had cancer, locked out of house again so stayed at another friends house. sun- got up at 5 in the morning to go fishing at castaic w/danny and amber, danny taught us how to put crawfish on fishing hooks, fun but no luck w/fish :o( , went to evans and took a shower, ate dinner w/ev's family, ev and i got in a fight, went home.
today i didnt go to school-really depressed and sick to my stomach.......i love you ambu! i miss my old friends.
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[18 Feb 2004|08:19pm] |
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ev and i are gunna watch the oc tonight...yay!...they suck at acting but i got caught up in the plot cuz ive been watching it from the beginning. ugh i still need to figure out what college to go to. rain is cool if you dont get wet :o)
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| indie 103 is bad! michael jackson "bad" |
[17 Feb 2004|09:29pm] |
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ugh..this annoying guy keeps calling me...hes really creepy and obsessive. i dont even know what to post anymore...there is an annoying bug on my wall....going to make a late dinner and watch tv then go to sleep...bye!
p.s.- life is okay and michael jackson is cool :o)
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| ugh! |
[08 Feb 2004|05:07pm] |
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hey no one is posting anymore and there is so much drama going on!...call me if youre bored!
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| fun weekend! |
[03 Feb 2004|08:43pm] |
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sooo..vegas was bomb! i went to like 3 clubs and partied my ass off w/my girls(and one guy)..i didnt even have to use my fake id cuz they didnt card me!(you guys have never seen the way i dress when i go all out)..haha..i wore my hair out the whole time!..fro! yay! the guys wouldnt take their eyes off me and my friend jessica...i have pics later. so yea it was fun and i survived the plane ride. we stayed at the venitian in a penthouse sweet! it had 2 bedrooms, 4 bathrooms, a sauna, 2 spa baths..ugh! amazing..the view was awesome and everyone thought we were celebrities :o)
ps- i had a dream last night that evan and i had a baby..but evan was the one who was pregnant..and we had a little girl (she looked like me with evans dark hair)..but anyway it was really really weird!
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| yay :o) |
[29 Jan 2004|08:12pm] |
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so instead of laughlin we're goin to vegas....we're all leavin tomorrow...im goin w/my mom, my friend jessica from oak park and her mom...and these 2 hot guys and their mom (all the moms are best friends). jessica got a fake id and im gettin one tomorrow at the same place ( i cant believe it but it gets even better!...my mom is paying for the id!)..fun fun...no gambling 4 me though haha. man...i hate planes...thank god its only an hour flight! anyways i gotta go pack...the flight leaves at 2 tomorrow. wish me luck on that damn plane!
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| u can officially call me....mrs. chad michael murray! |
[28 Jan 2004|12:27am] |
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ugh...im so sick "cough cough"...im not goin to school tomorrow cuz i feel blah.
ive been thinking...and...i hate the thought of vice....valentines day......PROM...so im just not even gunna think about em! ive always wanted to bring pharrell williams to our prom though :o)
im praying for ambers mom so she can get through her brain surgery and be ok afterwards. to be honest...im really scared for her. i miss you ambu, janet and kelly!
i think im going to laughlin this weekend for superbowl and my cousins bday...fun fun fun!
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| everyones fave song |
[26 Jan 2004|05:00pm] |
"Mad World"
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
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| the most beautiful words in the english language: cellar door |
[25 Jan 2004|10:04pm] |
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<3 jack johnson <3 |
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i went to the college party in santa barbara w/evan last night and it was really fun except for the fact that the house was frickin sooooo haunted..
THE HORROR, THE HORROR!: i swear there were like 7 ghosts in there..i felt em! and there was a scary strory about the old house...the windows were all broken, there were scratches on the window screens, it said HELP ME on the window, a homeless man sneaks in and sleeps in their garage(he only comes at night and leaves before daylight) and they have a really scary basement....plus the college kids who lived in the house before them just disappeared one day! freaky! i was so tired driving back..ev go to sleep on the way back..that ass..he needs a car!
anyways tonight i was supposed to do that modeling shoot but my friends and i went and the guy was such an asshole...so we didnt even waste our time! the idiot didnt mention things that we needed to know before we came. so instead we went to roscoes chicken n waffles and i treated! hell ya! my two white friends loved it...and all of you will too if you come and try it!...its worth the drive from calabasas..even though i live 5 seconds away from it in west LA. so ya my girls and i had fun cuz after waffles we went to ash's house to talk about the wiccan religion.
another thing: i dont have a first period anymore and i get to sleep in! yay!..i need all the sleep i can get. as a matter of fact i think ill go to sleep right now cuz im still sick! nite!
PS: REPLY DAMNITTTTTTT!!
.....and im mad that theyre playin out my fave song "mad world" (from my fave movie "donnie darko") on KROQ and INDIE 103.1 ...blahhhh!
PSS........my company ( http://www.freewebs.com/demonhuntersink ) is havin an EROTIC VALENTINES DAY PARTY on feb 13! keep that night free cuz its gunna be bomb! we rented out a club cuz we need to raise money. Ill post more details and if you feel like going...email me! watsdadealio@aol
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| hey hey hey |
[24 Jan 2004|08:01pm] |
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this morning i got a really relaxing massage..yay!..and i guess the black college expo w/calvin was cool but it only had a few colleges and everyone was wearing roca wear and shit...im goin to santa barbara for a party right now so i gotta go! peace!
PS-HAPPY B-DAY SISTA!
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| yay |
[24 Jan 2004|12:29am] |
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finally finals are over! and ashley is ok!...and i get to sleep! nitenite!
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| grrrrrr! |
[20 Jan 2004|10:45pm] |
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good luck w/finals everyone!...i feel like shit...sore throat, earache, headache...blah!...i'm gunna have to suck it up for finals.
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| my wings |
[20 Jan 2004|11:58am] |
Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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[19 Jan 2004|03:05pm] |
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Well, we can help, just relax..
Contact us immediately! Don't Wait!
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| hey long time no type! |
[15 Jan 2004|11:51am] |
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hey people..i haven't posted in a long time. anyways...finals suck! i've been studyin my ass off and i have an essay due..ugh! i've been pretty stressed lately. on a lighter note: i've been dating a few hot guys..they're pretty cool. they take me out to dinner and movies and stuff. evan just got a live journal..his name is juicycarlycooch (inside joke w/him and carly wahl)...hmmm?!?!....anyways i really can't wait til graduation and college. i'm ready to get out of here and explore new cities and learn new things. since i've moved into my dads house i've been pretty bored and tired..i try to chill at friends houses after school so i don't get bored and then after when i have to drive all the way home(century city) i get really really tired. i'm thinking about prom way too soon and i'm worying about who's gunna be my date. i guess i'll figure something out when the time comes...i prob won't go to vice this year- i guess i'm just not up for it. anyways im in contemporary media right now and i'm totally out of it..sometimes i just stop typing and stare into space...plus i have to study for a psych make-up test.. bye!
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| im back and chillin... |
[29 Nov 2003|10:25pm] |
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omgzzzz....i had the best weekend ever! so..im finally getting over evan :o) yay!...and i just got back from lookin at colleges in sacramento, santa barbara and san fran. sac sucked! sb was beautiful and sf was awesome! it was my first time in sf and alcatraz was amazing! we stayed in fishermans wharf. funfun. and NO i didnt eat clam chowder in a bread bowl!(i dont like sea food) the only thing that sucked was the drive there and back because my brother had to tag along and fart the whole way there...i swear my dad and i had to roll down the windows like...1000 times...after every mile there was a fart haha. then i had to sit through a billion lectures my dad gave me about college..blah! anywayz before the trip..thanksgiving was ok..my mom kicked me out of her house again so i went to my uncles house. when i got there my uncle was like.."no wonder you didn't stay at ure mom's, that stupid Steven(moms ex-husband) jackass is there!"...yup thats my life! yeah so i made the whole thanksgiving dinner at my cousins house and spent time w/family. im not ready to go back to school on monday :o( but whatever...ill do anything to graduate and get my ass to college.
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| Lauren B. has me thinking... |
[24 Nov 2003|06:06pm] |
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christina Agruillera-"stronger" |
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we can break out and show who we are. you just have to not give a shit about what society thinks is right and do what YOU think is right. society sucks! all of us will get our chance sooner or later to break out into this world and show what our true selves are really made of. we need to have hope for ourselves and one another. everything happens for a reason...mostly to make us stronger. you have to BELIEVE.
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[23 Nov 2003|09:46pm] |
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hey just got back from evan's house..fun stuff. we chilled and scratched on his turn tables. im so tired i dunno what to do w/myself. this weekend was so busy and blah! my pharrell background erased :o( im sad cuz pharrell is my lover!..by the way...im taking him to prom!
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